Money is the Root of All Worry

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General Musings / Heart Aches / Spirit Talk

Money has been on my mind the past few weeks. I paid my ginormous tax bill, and found out how much I have to pay for quarterly estimates. I have to put away more in savings for taxes every month than I pay for rent! It’s ridiculous, and awful, and stressful. Lately I’ve been wondering if I’m kidding myself thinking I can afford to become a mom right now. My debts are high, and due to financial freak-out by my church, my income is actually basically going to go down in August…ugh.

But. But. I read a devotional this morning on Luke 12, about not worrying about food or drink, only seek the reign of God and those things will come along too. I told as much to a friend the other night when I was venting about my money worries. I told her that it was stressful, but that if I really feel called to do this–if I’m doing it not only because it’s something I want to do, but something I feel God wants me to do–God will find a way for it to happen.

Now I just have to figure out if God is calling me to do this now, or if I should indeed wait.

This sucks.

The Author

I'm a pastor. I believe in radical love and ridiculous grace. I love to sing and sew, and have a shop on Etsy. I'm trying to make my ecological footprint smaller. I have chickens who provide endless entertainment. Oh, and I'm a formerly single mom by choice, son E (born 6/00, placed 11/23/11, adoption finalized 11/21/14) and now making a life with The Dude and his two kids, Girl-E (12/02) and C (9/04). Baby Bumpy due to arrive around 5/25/15! This blog chronicles my thoughts on faith, family, and the wild adventure we call Life!

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